Confronting Inner Demons and Finding Comfort in Faith

The Unseen Struggle

When I close my eyes, I find myself running—always running. The feeling is urgent, as if escape is possible if I just move fast enough. But no matter how far I go, the thing I am fleeing from is never behind me. Instead, it stands before me, blocking my path and taunting me with cruel laughter.

“You’ll never get away,” it says. “I am in your head, not outside of you.” I try to convince myself I can outrun it, but its voice echoes, relentless, reminding me of its grip on my mind. The chase is futile. Even when I wake up and realize it was only a dream, the truth remains: its influence has seeped into my thoughts, shaping how I see myself and the world. Even in its absence, it continues to haunt me, occupying space in my mind that I cannot reclaim.

A Whisper of Hope

Despite the overwhelming darkness, there is a glimmer of hope—a whisper from God that gently breaks through the noise. “I am with you, and I will never leave you or forsake you.” These words offer comfort, reminding me that I am not alone, even when my mental health feels fragile and unchecked.

This experience is a stark reminder of the importance of tending to our mental well-being. When left unaddressed, inner demons can take root and become powerful adversaries. Yet, faith provides a source of strength and reassurance, helping me confront the shadows within.