Footsteps To Freedom

I write this blog because I have something to say and I say it to heal and help. Sometimes I even write to stop my own pain. I am not different from my readers. I have things going on in my life and I am forever evolving. I read other bloggers because they have things to say that pique my interest or challenge me to think outside box.

I am writing this blog because my thoughts won’t turn off tonight and the more I want to lay down, the more the thoughts race through my head. I want to scream because I feel like I am on a hamster’s wheel running but going nowhere. I want to stop seeing the same things over and over again, it truly is insanity! No one hears me when I try to give them knowledge, they give me the stink eye and tell me to “chill or you’re crazy, or there is nothing wrong with me, there is something wrong with you!”. I can see the disaster because I have discernment but no one believes me. Everyone wants me to “chill” or they want to be selfish and want all of my time and attention, CAN’T THEY SEE THAT I AM DROWING!!!!!!

Listen to me. If you never read my blog again. Read this. “stay true to yourself. Be selfish about your time and your mental health. Let people’s actions determine how you trust them. And when they change and you see they are not who they say they are, RUNNNNNNNNN! You won’t change them because they are incapable of change. Don’t try to love them more, they won’t receive it because they have no empathy. Don’t try to have a conversation with them, they only hear themselves talk. Don’t tell them your secrets, your hurts, your habits, your hang-ups, they will use them against you the first chance they get. Don’t lose yourself trying to find someone else. It is ok to be alone. It is ok not to be defined by your marital or relationship status. Choose Happy!